Thank you so much for answering me! I know what you mean, and in part I understand you perfectly well. But I'm also asking you to step into my shoes. You can see that I'm open to you. And I sincerely wish we could get together. I'm ashamed that I'm in this situation where I need your financial help. But I would never ask you for money if I needed it. I only came to you for help at the last moment. When I couldn't find a way out on my own. The first thing I did was call all my friends, I called everyone. But you know what the situation in Ukraine is like right now. My friends have their own problems and they said they couldn't lend me that much money. Then my mum phoned her friends and the answer was the same, that they were already in a difficult situation. It was only at the last minute that I decided to write to you, but I was very ashamed. and it's true. I'm still ashamed that I asked you for financial help. Even now I realise that it scared you away from me. you probably think I'm some kind of fraud right now. But I've never cheated anyone or done anything wrong in my life. My parents raised me like this, and the rule of my upbringing was: "treat other people the way you want to be treated." I will always treat you with respect, because in the time we've been together, I've seen you as a good and intelligent man that I want to be in a relationship with. This trip is in many ways necessary for me to have a meeting with you.